The pandemic takes a toll on students
Three senior staff writers express how the pandemic has affected them.
May 7, 2020
Zabiba Abdi
The pandemic has ruined my senior year but most importantly my education. I am having a hard time with school work and have some questions that I needed help with. I tried to reach out to my teachers and also my counselor, and thankfully some responded, but it’s just that everything doesn’t feels so great. I am lost as everyone is right now and I won’t blame anyone since I know they are trying to help us as much as possible and it might take a while.
I am very worried about my grades and classes as we are adjusting to online school and I am not used to that and I know a lot of students feel the same. I am worried I will procrastinate since I don’t have anyone to help me or to guide me physically. I also have anxiety about my grades dropping. Currently all my classes are hard, especially my college class. It’s super hard. I have zero motivation to do anything right now and that frightens me. To be honest, writing this took me a while. That’s how bad I am procrastinating right now. Everything feels unfamiliar and it’s hard for me at the moment.
Isaiah Price
I miss playing sports and being active around school since I came off of an injury and recently got back to doing a sport in months, and now it is cancelled because of the epidemic and I only did one big track meet. I still keep busy and watch highlights but I miss being an athlete and staying fit like heavy work outs. I dislike staying home and not going to school and seeing different people and my favorite teachers. I miss my principal and friends. This pandemic has changed my life in a lot in ways that I haven’t seen but it’s all for the good. I’m actually doing more than I’ve ever done because of this time gap. I realize how all my other years had ups and downs, but I made it into my senior year and four months away from graduation. All of sudden something tremendous happens and it’s devastating! I can’t enjoy prom or grad-nite and this means a lot to me, and everyone, and I get that it is taken away because of a virus. Now, people don’t realize their non-compliant actions puts everyone at risk and it’s so bad.
Luis Ordonez
I would have loved to enjoy my senior year to the best that I could because I know that after the last day of school, I would not see many people for a very long time. It makes me sad that the day that I would say goodbye to everybody, will not happen. Many of my friends are deciding on moving to schools away from San Diego and I hate how I was not able to spend more time with them as much as I wanted too. Through the course of my school years, all I wanted to do was graduate and make my family proud, especially my mother. I wanted to walk through those stairs and staff to get my diploma I worked 12 years for but now I might just receive my diploma through the mail instead of receiving it with the handshake of Mr. Babineau. I really miss being on campus. I miss all of my classmates and teachers. I would have loved to go back with everybody I met over the years. If I had just one chance to do anything, I would have gone back to do it all again.